Hello..

Hey Guys:D

I know it's been a very long long time since the last post, but i was just wondering if anyone is even reading this right now.

Shall I continue the story?

If i get comments asking me to continue, I'd be more than glad to.

If I get enough views on this post, I'd continue too:D

Oh and btw, the twitter account has been deactivated for some reason..

Sorry!xx

Post 22

*FAHAD:

As i slowly opened my eyes, the first sound i heard was my heart pounding..
It made me freak.
I've never heard it this clearly.
I tried to move.
I tried to lift my hands to shade my eyes from the light, but i couln't.
I tried to move my feet, but i couldn't.
A million thoughts were running through my head, what could possibly be wrong?
I don't even remember what happened.
I knew i was in the hospital, i mean, where else could i be?
An undescribable amount of pain shot through me instantly!
I started looking around for a nurse or maybe a doctor.
My eyes lay on Lulu..

No words can describe how happy i was to see her.
I tried to call out for her..
I opened my mouth, but no words came out.

She slowly turned around, as if to leave.
What?

I moaned, i desperatley wanted her to know I'm here, watching, awake.

She turned around, and within second she broke down, on the floor, and started crying.

I felt so helpless.
I hate seeing her like this.
I hate seeing her crying, because of me.

You'll never just how much I wanted to get up and hold her.

A few seconds later, she whiped her tears, took a deep breath, and started making her way towards me.
She pulled the chair closer to me and sat there.
She started crying again.
I desperatley wanted to hold her hand.
I tried to move, again, but failed.
I failed at moving any part of my body.

Could i possibly be.. paralized?
No, please no!
The thought of it made me cry.
Without realizing, a tear crept down my face.

*LULU:

I decided to be strong.
I whipped my tears of my face, took a deep breath and made my towards him.

I pulled the chair closer and sat down.
Just staring at him, i couldn't fight the tears anymore.

I drowned in my thoughts.

I heard a knock on the dor, i turned around to see the doctor followed y two nurses.

Doctor: Are you Lulu?
Lulu: Yes, Why?

He stared at the ground.

Lulu: 3sa ma shar? shfeeh Fahad?

I started crying.
The two nurses came closer to me.

Doctor: I don't know how to tell you this..
Lulu: Jus tell me!!!

I almost screamed.

Doctor: I'll just be straight forward with you..

He was silent for a couple of seconds which felt like hours to me.

Doctor: We are afraid Fahad might e paralyzed..

What? PARALYZED?!!!!

I was really hoping this was a dream.
A nightmare.
I was waiting for myself to wake up.

I took a look at Fahad.
I couldn't believe my eyes..

Post 21

*LULU:

I don't feel like picking up the phone.
I actually don't feel like talking to anyone.
Before i realised it, they hung up.
And then called again.
Aahh let's get this over with!

Lulu:Aloo?
...: Are you lulu?
Lulu: Yes, who's asking?
...: Are you related to Fahad?

What?..

Lulu: Yes, Im his wife! Is everything Oki?
...: Ohh Oki. Can you please come to the hospital?
Lulu: Hospital? Whyyy?

I started crying.. Yaa rab mo ely b'baley..

...: I'm sorry to inform you that Fahad had had a car accident and its important for you to come please.

I was shoked. Numb.

Lulu: ...
...:  Fahad really needs you. Hurry please.

And they hung up.

Without hesitation, i called Shahad.

First ring.
Second ring.

Wayyy shahad yallaah!!!

Third ring.
Shahad: aloo?

Lulu: *sniff* Shahad Please ta3aley mreeney wadeeney el'hosp!
Shahad: shno? Laish? shfeech? 3sa ma shar?
Lulu:...
Shahad: Oki kaney yaya!

And she hung up.
I sat there, on the ground, crying my eyes out.
I hope he's fine.

In no time, Shahad called and told me she was waiting for me outside.
I, literally, ran out of the house and into Shahad's car.

She stared at me as if i was an alien.

Lulu: YALLAAH DRIVE!!!!
Shahad: Ambeh shfeech? tra khara3teeney..
Lulu: Fahad msawey 7adeth..

I couldn't help but cry..

Shahad was awkwardly silent while driving.

Lulu: Shahad 7adey khayfa 3laih! ballah feh shay? wayy yallaahh asraa3!!!!

Shahad: Enshallah ma feh ela el3afia..

That didn't make things better, I'm still worried.

When i got to the hospital, i bolted towards the emergency entrance.

Women: Can i help you?

Lulu: Yes, ive recieved a phone call telling me to come down here because my husband had had an accident.
Women: What's his name?
Lulu: Fahad, Fahad Al*****

Two nurses behin the desk looked at each other.
Lulu: What's wrong? Is he Oki?

Tears went streaming down my face.

Nurse: Follow me please.

Shahad: Lulu tabeeney aye m3ach?
Lulu: Laa 3adey im fine..

She walked and i walked behind her, as if asking her to hurry.

She suddenly turned to face and let out a sigh

Nurse: This is his room..
I wanted to go in but she stood in my way.

Nurse: First, you need to know that he's not in the bet condition.. Would you like to see him?
Lulu: YEAAHH OF COURSEE!
Nurse: I'll call the doctor, he needs to speak with you.

I ignored that last sentence and went inside to see him.
He looked so helpless.
I was standing in the corner with tears streaming down my cheeks.
I cannot take this anymore.

Just when i considered leaving the room, i heard a moan..

Without thinking, i broke down on the floor..

post 20

*FAHAD:
I dropped my phone.
Shit.
Maley khelg ayeeba-,-
The road is pretty much empty so i reached out to get it.
I was reaching out to get it but i couln't find it.
I bent down and didn't realize i was speeding..

*LULU:
UFFFFF!
I guess Fahad doesn't care about me anymore!
I have a feeling that Fahad is cheating, but a voice in my head keeps yelling "STOP JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS!"
Am i really jumping to conclusions?
Yes, Lulu you are.
I mean, it will show with time, won't it?
I'm making a deal out of nothing, I just know it.
Fahad is MY husband and MY cousin!
He'd never do something like that!

My thoughts were interrupted by a phone call from an uknown number...


*KHALED:
The apartment is a mess. I need Groceries
Aahh Rose, i forgot:D

Khalid: Hey, Rosy I just came from Kuwait, can you please clean my apartment now?
Rosy: Hi, Mr. Khalid. Sure I'll be at your place at about 10 minutes
Khalid: thank you
Rosy: How's Mrs Anny
Khalid: we got divorced..
Rosy: sorry to hear that
Khalid: no problem, I'll leave my keys in the usual place
Rosy: oky, bye
Khlaid: bye

I took my car and went to grocery shopping. While I was walking a lady bumped into me, she was talking on her mobile, while i was bbming Abdullah

...: ahh, i'll call you back and she ended her call!
I looked up
...: umm, asfa ukhooy ma shiftik..

She was clearly embaressed.

khalid: la 3ady ikhty 7a9al ma 9ar shay:D
...: I've got to go. Bye
Hmm

Khalid: Uhh la7tha! are you knew here? wla mra sheftich mn gbl?
I said that with i smile.

...: Haahaa yeah i am. Its pretty hard to find your way around here. How do you do it?
Khalid: Haha Eeeh. Where do you wanna go? I'll help you:D
...:  Laa 3adey. Thanks anyways.

Khalid: I didnt get your name..

She laughed. Her smile is breathtaking.

...: Deena, Yours?

Khalid: Welcome to London, Deena. Im Khaled.
Deena: Thanks! Nice to meet you but i really have to go..
Khalid: Oki.. i guess ill see around then
Deena: Yepp..

She smiled, and walked away.
No Khalid. are you kidding me?
You just out of a relationship.
Take it slow brotha!

Post 19

Fahad: Its..it was a cousin of mine..
Lulu: Which one? Im your cousin Fahad, dont lie to me..
Fahad: IM NOT LYING.
Lulu: Yes you are.
Fahad: I7tarmay nafsich Lulu, ana ti5aleeniy amid edy. Noo3y ana ma a6ig il banat.
Lulu: FAHAD! I KNOW YOUR CHEATING ON ME! 5ALA9 SAY IT, SAY IT!
Fahad: IM YOU HUSBAND, LULU. I7TARMEENY!


Fahad came close to Lulu, he was gonna slap her bas he backed away. Lulu's eyes got wide and tears started rolling from her eyes, she never expected this from Fahad. He's her cousin after all.

Fahad: Lulu, im so sorry..
Lulu: FAHAD! HOW DARE YOU? IM NOT ONLY YOUR WIFE, IM YOUR COUSIN TOO!
Fahad :Lulu, im sorry. 5ala9 lets not make a big deal about it.
Lulu: Lets not make a big deal out of it? Ist already big-.-
Fahad: Oki khala9 keifech, yallah ana mashey
He turned his back and walked away
I kept crying.
I slowly retrieved back to the bedroom while he left to i don't know where
I lay there, thinking, suspecting who he could have been talking to.
Am i not enough? did i do something wrong?
The feeling of never satisfying his wants and needs is killing me slowly..
Why does it feel like guilt?
Though i didn't do anything wrong

I decided to call him and tell him im going to my parents.
Phone call:
Fahad:Aloo?
Lulu: Ana ray7a bait ahaley
Fahad: Laysh? Shno ib tf'9i7eeni?
Lulu: La 7abeeby, noo3y ma a6ali3 asrar baity.
Fahad:Emm
Lulu: Yallah bye.
Fahad: La7tha.. mta btrdeen?
Lulu: Banam hnak
Fahad: La mintay nayma miny. W ra7 a5thich at 11:30PM.
Lulu:Y9eer khair enshallah.

and i hung up.



SHAHAD:

Lulu texted me what happened between her and Fahad. Wtf? I wanted to tell 3bdallah, bas i couldn't. I promised not to tell. Im not the kind of person who breaks promises. Ugh.

I drifted away, slowly sinking in my thoughts, until Abdullah interrupted.

Abdullah: Shahoud fech 6al3a? khane6l3:D

He was hyper and full of energy

Shahad: Laa 7abeebey wallah maley khelg
Abdullah: Laish? shfeech? yallah please 3ashaney la trdeeney

Ahh that puppy face of his, i just couldn't say no.

Shahad: Hahaaa Oki 3a6ney 45 mins albes ou a6la3lek
Abullah: Oki

He motiened toward and kissed my forehead
I love it when he does that.

I showered, got dressed, applied my makeup and i was ready to go.

Shahad: Ha yallah namshey?
Abdullah: Yaahh yaahhh kashkha;)
Shahad: Hahah yuma 3ayartek
Abdullah: Yallah msheina


**KHALED:
I finally arrived.
The hours i spent on the plane seemed like forever.
But the girl sitting next to me helped time pass.
She was.. interesting.
No wrong thoughts, i only thought of her as a friend

I got myself a taxi and directed him to my appartment
It feels good to be back here.


**FAHAD:

I really hope lulu didn't hear anything.
I'm pretty sure she's suspecting something, and that's good.
Everything is going just as planned.
I have a feeling that this is gonna be perfect.

I checked my bbm to see if Lulu got to her parents home.
I got nothing from her.
I started typing: Ha we9altay?
While i was typing, my phone slipped out of my hands
I reached out to get it and then..

Post 18

SHAHAD:
My face was, literally, as if i've just seen a ghost
That was Khaled's number
Why would he call ME?
The last time his number appeared on my screen was three years ago, when we were still together.
Shahad: Haw.. hatha raqam khaled? shaybey?
i had a concerned look on my  face
Abdullah: 3adey ard?
Shahad; sure
Abdullah: aloo?
khaled: Uhh.. hala abdullah .. 3sa bs ma g3dtkum?
abdullah: khaled shfeek allah yhadak? fe a7ad ydeg hal7aza? *and he laughed out loud*
khaled: hahaha shasawey b3d? tadrey feney mafeney 9br
abdullah:Eeeh hahaha .. zain 3sa ma shar? shfeek?
khaled: Laa ma shar bs 7bait at2asaf 3al'mawqef ely 9ar el'youm.. ma 3laih emsa7ha b'wayhey
abdullah: ha.. laa laa yuba 3adey ma 9ar shay..
khaled: Sorry wallah 3ayazt ou ana afahemha ena hathey mo mn 3awayedna bs ma tefham..
abdullah: 79l khair enta bs la t7atey
khaled:Eeeh.. ou tra khla9 i ended it..
abdullah: Shno:o? Laaaaish?
Khaled: t3abt m3aha wayed.. ou bs 7bait agoulikum ena ana bacher mashey brd London:D
Abdullah: Laaaa!! zain en6ir nrd klna m3a b3th!
khaled: Laa khla9 ana g9ait tathkera..
Abdullah: wlaih.. Eeh t3al laish dag 3la shahad? chan dgaitay 3la ana?
Khaled: dgait 3laik 4 mrat ou ma rdait glt adg 3la shahad
Abdullah: Emm
Khaled: khla9 3ayal akhaleek ou asef 3al'ez3aj
Abdullah: F aman allah ou bl'salama enshallah
Khaled: allah ysalmek
they hung up and shahad asleep as soon as he hung up.

LULU:

I woke up and didnt find fahad next to me, i wonder where he is. i checked my phone and found nothing from Fahad.
Weird.
I got up, took a shower, and on my way to the kitchen i found fahad asleep on the couch.
He looks very tired, but it couldn't be possible that he was too tired to walk himself to the bedroom.
I walked over to him and started waking him up gently
The second he openned his eyes, the first ting he did was check his phone and clic the "end call" button
which made me wonder for a second  if he was talking to someone, some girl.
I quickly brushed that thought out of my mind and kissed his forehead .
"9a7  el'noum" i whispered
Fahad: 9a7 bdnech.. cham el'sa3a?
lulu: its 11:30
fahad: Eeeh Oki saweeeley reyoug
Lulu: enshallah
What is wrong with him? why was acting like that?
Could he be cheating on me? Nooo fahad wouldn't do that.
and slowly i started doubting him..

KHALED:

The next morning, On my way to the airport i bbm-ed Lulu
Khaled:
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!
LULU:(
Lulu: Hlaaaa?
Khaled: im omw to the airport, headed back to London:p just thought id let you know.. salmay 3la fahad
Lulu: Laaish:o? So soon? without saying goodbye:(?
Khaled: LOL im saying goodbye right now im gonna miss you guys
Lulu: goodbye.. We'll miss you too.. ill try and talk them into returning to london asap:D
Khaled: Haha Oki:p

She's so sweet..Fahad is so lucky to have her

FAHAD:

what the hell is wrong with lulu? where's my breakfast? doesnt she know that im already late?
ohh wait.. she doesn't know..
"LULUUUUU!" i shouted
"Hala?" i heard her reply from the kitchen with a pitch in her voice, as if she was upset
Fahad: YALLAH WAIN RYOUGEY?
Lulu: kaa Oki dgeega

LULU:

Why is he shouting from the top of his lungs? its not like he's in a hurry is he?
i quickly carried the tray and placed it in front of him
"bl3afia" i said.
He didn't reply.
ofcourse he wouldn't.
His eyes are glued to his phone.
Its like he almost forgot about his breakfast.

FAHAD:


I stared down on my breakfast, and then realised Lulu was standing there in front f me, like shes waititng for something.
"Shfeech?" i said sarcastically.
Lulu: Ha.. la wla shay
And she walked away with a frown on her face.
What's wrong with her?
she can't be suspecting something, can she?
as soon as i finished my breakfast, i quickly went inside the bedroom, took a shower and got dressed to go out.
Lulu: Fahad? wain btrou7?
Fahad: barou7 ayeeb shaghla mn el'dawam
Lulu:Ee..

LULU:

he can't be going to work.. he was dressed to casually.
Something is wrong
All of a sudden his phone began to ring.
He stared at the phone, smiled a goofy smile, grabbed his keys and quickly made his way out.
I slowly followed him just to listen to the conversation..
Fahad:aloo?
*****:....
Fahad: Tmam el7emdillah, enay shlounech?

Whatttt? "shlounech"???!!
Who could he be talking to..
"Fahadd?" i stuttered..
He looked at me with a look of shock.
Fahad *whispered*: Dgega ou akalmich..
Fahad: Halaa Lulu? ma tshoufeeney g3d atkalam b'telephone?
Lulu: Embala.. bs mno g3d tkalem?
a group of tears started forming in my eyes as is struggled to hold them back
Fahad: H..Ha? g-g3d akalem..

Post 17

3BDALLAH:

Wadania Lulu bayt'hom. Now im in the car alone with Shahad. We haven't talk since the Anny incident, I sense that she's mad. Ugh. Its clearly not my fault! She came to me and hugged me!

3bdallah: shahooda
shahad: hmm?
3abdallah: 7abeebty
shahad: shinu?
3bdallah: baba i'm all yours baby, don't ever forget that, w i'm also mad at what Anny did
shahad: oky
3bdallah: za3alty?
shahad: la kilish 3ady wa7da atyy w etlem rayly, laish az3al? ma eza3al, 9a7?
3bdallah: hehehe ya7alat ely e'3aroon wala..
3bdallah: yallah 3ad ebtasmay wala ana kely lich intay
shahad: gd to know

SHAHAD:

Faj2a wila 3abdallah ewagfeb ni9 il shahri3. Shfy ya3ny?

shahad: shfeek? laish wagaft
3bdallah: many em7ark il sayara ela lama etsam7eeny w tebtasmain
shahad: laish asam7ik enta emsawy shay '3ala6??
3bdallah: la2 bs intay em3a9ba min ely saweta Anny

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEP<<<< cars honking

shahad: uffff! khala9 okay bs emsh, w next
3bdallah intterapted : ma ra7 ne6la3 ma3a Anny, aw3idich! kilish wala shahoodty
shahad blushed: a7bik!

they drove back home




LULU:

umbay! ma a9adig Anny chathy atsawy! 3aib! ufff wain fahad?

Message to fahad
7abeeby! wainik? i miss you yallah 3ad ta3al!

Tring<< her phone beeped indicating she got a message

Message from farad
i'm at work, me too. luluty sleep ra7 at2khar shway

shfy chathy 9ar? ma kan chathy... i miss the old him

Message to fahad
Shlon anam w int mu yamy?:( I'll wait for you;*



KHALED:

I don't think I can stay with Anny anymore. I can't forget the fact that she cheated on me, hugged and kissed 3bdallah in front of everyone.

the car ride was quiet

at the house

Khalid: Anny we need to talk
Anny: about...?
Khalid: us
Anny: what about us? We're fine
Khalid: that's for me to decide
Anny:okay...
Khalid: I want to divorce you, I can't live this way anymore. I'm tired! you still didn't change your the same.
Anny started to cry: you're leaving me!!!:0
Khalid: yes
Anny: no! but i love you
Khalid: no you don't, you love the way your living with me but you don't love me.
Anny: i do to
Khalid: if you really did love me, you wouldn't of cheated on me several times..
Anny: but
Khalid: no buts, i'll book you a ticket to london and i'll send you the paper

Anny couldn't believe it she wanted him..


Khaled couldn't imagine going back to his bachelor life again..it would just be..Lonely.
All of a sudden, a thought of his good times with shahad popped up in his mind, and that one thought led to mamy others.


Khaled's thoughts:

God, i miss her.. no, i dont miss her.. i miss how used to be.. i miss those days when we would do nothing but talk.. Eww what am i thinking.. SHE'S MARRIED NOW,  KHALED GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF!


SHAHAD:
I think its sweet what 3bdullah did.. i mean after all, we have anny to blame.. i guess this is what happens when jealousy takes over.

when abdullah and shahad arrived, shahad was so tired she couldnt even take her clothes off so she threw herself on the bed and started bbm-ing lulu

3bdullah: shahd babe ana bakheth shower Oki?
Shahad *while bbm-ing lulu*: Oki 7ayati

After 3bdullah got out of the shower he notice that shahad fell asleep with her phone by her side, so he tucked her under the sheets and cuddled next to her.

3BDULLAH:

Looking at her makes me proud, i can't believe im finally with the girl ive always waited for.

just when abdullah closed his eyes to sleep, Shahad's phone began to ring.
He didnt want to wake her up s he helped himself to the phone to switch it to silent mode.
He noticed that an unknown number was calling, a number that wasn't saved to Shahd's contact list.

3bdullah *whispering to himself*: Wait! A3aref halraqam ana! mar 3lay mn gbl!

Shahad woke up and noticed that he was hoolding her phone

Shahad: Shfeeek? hatha mobiley?

3bdullah*while flipping the screen to her view*: Shoufay! mno halraqam?

Shahad*stuttering*: Uhh.. h..hatha..

Post 16

LULU:

When i came from the bathroom Khaled was staring at me.

I faced Shahad: Do i have something on my face? Khaled is staring at me..
Shahad: La la, mafee shay.
Lulu: Oh okay

We went over to the table, we had an amazing time. But Anny kept on looking at 3bdallah..


SHAHAD:

wayyyy! hathy shatbyy min 3bdallah?! He's mine. UFFFF mal kaf 3ala hal khaz. Shfee Khalid emtani7 eb wayh Lulu bedal ma ezif zojta?? okay, I'll show her!

Shahad:3aboodyy
3bdallah: hala baba
Shahad leaned and whispered something to 3bdallah: hahahahaha
Shahad: bs 3ad 3aboody mu ehny;p


ANNY:

I'm soo tired from Khalid, I don't know why I married him. okay dude I'm staring at your friend.. feel free to leave me. Why didn't I marry 3bdallah? He's cute and handsome..

Anny: So abdullah would you rather live here or in London
3abdullah: I don't mind living anywhere as long as Shahad's with me
Shahad: 7abeeebyyy:')
Anny: khalid!
Khalid: hmmm?
Anny: I'm tired! I wanna leave now!
khalid: babe you don't talk to me this way! understood?!
Anny: WHAT THE
Khalid looked mad he interrupted her and said: WATCH YOUR LANGUAGE!! from now on I won't be dealing with your non-sense
Shahad, 3abdallah and Lulu were surprised, because Khalid and Anny looked like they were having fun, before this whole incident that just happened.


SHAHAD:

Shahad: We should leave.
3bdallah: Eee, yala ta3alaw.

3bdallah payed the check, he went to talk to Khaled but suddenly Anny hugged him. Seriously? Like seriously? Hugging my husband? Were not in America, ga3da bas she's hugging boys.

3bdallah was mad he was furious: ANNY! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!!
3abdallah to Khalid:  int 3ala 3any w 3ala rasy bs tara 3aib chathy zoojik etlemny wain il e7teram ya akhy? hatha la min 3awyidna wila 6ab3na


Finally!! Finally 3bdallah said something about it. Anny slowly backed away, she didnt expect this.



KHALID:

This is the most embarrisisng time of my life. Anny is hugging 3bdallah, like wth? I went over to 3bdalllah.

Khalid was embarrassed yet mad: Wala asef emsa7a eb wayhy ana arweeha sheqelha
People were wathicng us. Ugh, im gonna have a talk with Anny in the car.

Khaled: Anny, go to the car. Were leaving.

Anny nodded and said nothing else.

We went to the car, Anny sat at the passengers seat.

Anny started crying: WHY DID YOU DO THIS? YOU EMBARESSED  ME!:(
Khalid: SERIOUSLY? IM THE ONE WHO EMBARESSED YOU? YOU KEPT ON HUGGING MY BESTFRIEND! WE DONT DO THIS IN KUWAIT!
Anny: THATS HOW WE GREET THE PEEOPLE IN  LONDON! WELL EXSUCE ME, YOU DIDNT TELL ME ALL THIS.
Khalid: I DIDN'T TELL YOU?!!?! STOP LYING BEFORE MARRYING YOU I TOLD YOU ABOUT OUR CULTURE MORALS AND TRADTION! I'M FADE UP WITH YOU! YOU WERE STARING AT MY BEST FRIEND INFRONT OF ME! YOU KISSED HIM AND HUGGED HIM!

Anny looked at Khalid, she knows that what she has done is wrong, yet she didn't want to admit. You see Anny isn't a good wife material, she isn't just open-minded she's so free as well.

Part 15

khalid

 shit marrying a british girl is the biggest mistake i ever did. Anny is nothing like Kuwaiti girls, I liked her looks but looks aren't everything. After we got married Anny only thought of her looks and i caught her talking to other men more than once and she'd swear she won't do that again. 

Khalid: baby… are you done? I don't want to be late

Anny: stop nagging okay? 

khalid: i thought men control women not the other way round

Anny: well, i'm not like any other women, you go that

khalid: whatever just come

Anny used to wear short dresses while khalid tried to stop her but she didn't listen to him to he gave up and accepted it.

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At the restaurant

Abdullah: hala shlonik fahad?

Fahad: wala tamam w int?

Abdullah: bkhar 7emdallah, ela zain shifnak! she'hal ga63a ya akhy?

Fahad: hahaha

Lulu: OMG!! ya 7mara I miss youuuu! wainich intay 

Shahad: i miss you more wala 3abdallah ma eratha a6la3 wid :(

lulu: khala9 al7een aklma shinu yamna3y min refejty??

Fahad: ha shahad, shlonich? 

Shahad: wala tamam inta shlonik? inshallah bekhar??

Fahad: wala il7emdalah, tara lulu lajatny feech kil shaway atgouly walhana 3ala shahad w abyy shahad

lulu: fetha7tna ;$

abdullah: shlonich lulu?

lulu: wala tamam, ela ab a3arf laish ma tertha shahad te6la3 ma3y

abdullah: allah ehadach intay kela taben te6la3een ma3aha lama akoon ba6al3eha, w wid te6la3oon

lulu: sharing is caring you know, w 3ala fekra inta makhth refejty miny!

abdullah: il soma7a;p 

as the waiter took them to their table 

shahad: 7abeeby

abdullah: hala baba?

shahad: khalid ra7 ayee?

abdullah: eeh, laish?

shahad: china teakher ma3a Anny?

abdullah: eeh walah, 9aber khan deg 3alah

lulu: shfeeekum ma tet'thakaron khalood ayam london? kela me2kher 3al mo7atharat?

shahad; hahahaha eeh wala

fahad: luluty

lulu blushed: hala 7abeeby

fahad: baba i just received a very important message i got to go 

lulu: umm, okay

abdullah: affa bs affa il kel meyama3 w fahid mashy

fahad: walah asaf bs dazenly il sheqal tharoory aroo7 il shareka madry esh 9ayer

abdullah: ma3thoor yal 7abeeb

fahad: teslam, lulu gabl la etkhal9een gouleely 3ashn adzlich il sayaq

lulu: okay

shahad: min9ijik?!? la e7na ega6 lulu, 9a7 3abdallah

abdullah: mu 9a7 ela 9a7an

fahad: khala9 3ayal ashoofkum inshallah, fa man el lah

abdullah felt that lulu needed to talk with shahad so he made and excuse to go to the bathroom so they can talk

abdullah: baba ana baroo7 il 7amam

shahad: okay

lulu seemed sad, she wasn't like this, usually she was cheerful and happy all the time

shahad: lwalio

lulu: hala?

shahad: shfeeech? shiny 9ayer why are you sad?

lulu was about to cry: shahooda, fahad is always busy, kela eroo7 il sheqal mu mehtamly shoofy al7een  lazim enkon 6al3een w mestanseen w uhwa hadny w ra7 7ag il shqel

shahad: 7abeebty its okay, ymkn 9ij mashqool ma tadreen?

lulu bursted into tears: but i miss him. I miss him with me, going out with me, talking to me, he's just not the same

shahad hugged lulu and comforted her: bs 7abeebty yallah goumay '3alasy wayhich lena 6al3a thanya nekalm eb hal mawthou3 bs enjoy for now

lulu: okay

lulu went to wash her face and fix her make-up

As abdullah came back to the table he gave shahad a big smile. God i love this girl. Shahad smiled back. walah he's cute

shahad: 3aboodyyyyyyyyyy

abdullah: 3yoona, roo7a, galba, samay

shahad: 7abeeby, lulu seems sad tara i have to stick with her w lazim a6la3 ma3aha, please 7abeeby

abdullah: w ana agdar ardlich 6alab lama atkalmeny chathy?

shahad leaned to kiss abdullah's cheek: mashkoor 7abeeby, ela dagat 3ala khalid

abdullah: kalamta egoul yay 

shahad: 3umra 6weel kahw ya

abdullah: hala wala, hala bu waleed emnawer

khalid: hala feek, wala eb wajoodik 7abeeby

abdullah salam 3ala khalid, Anny yat salemat 3ala abdullah w kissed his cheek, khalid 6arat 3yoona w shahad mu em9adgha w abdullah tawahag

Anny: hiiii abdullah, how are you?

abdullah tried not to make eye contact: i'm good and u?

anny: great! ohh, shahad how are you ?

shahad faked a smile: good how about you?

anny: excellent

khalid and anny took their seat, khalid didn't approve of Anny's behavior nor the way she dressed but stayed quite

Lulu came from the bathroom

khalid POV

She looks amazing! wainy ana 3an hal jamal? laish khathat Annyo w ebtelasht dam kint agdar akhath lulu?? ethgel ethgel il thegal zain. ba3dan ahya metzawja w mestansa ma3a zojha.

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Hey guys! what do you think about the story so far? btw this post is extra large for you guys.

Part Fourteen

SHAHAD:

I just woke up, i saw myself sleeping next to 3bdallah. I don't remember this happening. I went to the bathroom and changed my clothes. After a couple of minutes, 3bdallah is awake. 


Shahad: "I dont remember that i slept next to you last night."


3bdallah: "Yeah.. Um sorry about that. Kint lahy bil diwaniya w mar il wakt ibsir3a."


Shahad: "La 3ady ishda3wa, ana kint already ta3bana.''


It hurts me knowing that 3bdallah can just forget about me. 


3bdallah: "Yala 3ad ta3alay ib ni6la3 wiya Khaled w zoojta w Lulu w zoojha. Ray7een Fridays."


Shahad: "Okay, in6ir bas albas."


I wore the same thing i was gonna wear yesterday. I did my hair and make up, then i went to the 9ala.


Shahad: "Yala 5ala9t:)"


3bdallah: "Wow, Shahad you look beautiful."


I blushed,


Shahad: "Thanks.."


3bdallah: Yala ta3alay, ti2a5rana."


We went to the car and he started driving to Fridays.




LULU:


Fahad: "Yala, Lulu, binroo7 ni6la3!"


Lulu: "Okkay! Shahad dagat 3lay."


Fahad: "Okay yala ibsir3a."


He wore his dishdasha then checked on Lulu.




KHALED:


Shit. Marrying a british girl is the BIGGEST mistake i ever did.

Part Thirteen.

-AFTER 3 YEARS-

I thought me and Khaled are gonna get married, when we grew up. But i was wrong, i ended up marrying 3bdallah. Weird right? The boy i hated my whole life, i ended up loving him. I started falling for him when we went to McDonald's ily yam il shi3ib. And guess who Khaled married? Not Lulu. And i felt really bad for her, she loved him. But i guess he didn't love her back. When we travelled London to study, Khaled met a girl there. They started dating and after a year they got married. Lulu was crushed when the wedding invitation got sent to her. Well she too, is happily married to her cousin.

Now im in the apatment with 3bdallah. The same apartment that i got to get tortured in. Bas i tried to forget all of this and just be happy.

3bdallah: "Yala, ma3a isalama, baroo7 il diwaniya ma3a Khaled."

Shahad: "Okay, bas 3ady a6la3 ma3a Lulu?"

3bdallah: "Uff, ya3ny kil yom 6al3a? La2, ma troo7en. Ilyom ib ni6la3, itjahizay bas 30 minutes w ajy."

Shahad: "Inshallah:)"

I looked happy, bas i wasn't actually happy. I missed Lulu so much:(

-BBM CHAT-

Shahad: Sorry:(  3bdallah ma ri'9a :(

Lulu: Aww, Fahad finally ri'9a 3ugub ma 7nayt!

Shahad: Well we could chat!

Lulu: Yeahh!

Shahad: Oh sh*t! Sorry baroo7 atjahaz ba6la3 ba3a 3bdallah;p

Lulu: Okay:) take your time.

Shahad: Thanks

Lulu: Np

I quickly did my make-up, not to much though and I curled up my hair. I went to my closet and looked for something to wear. I found a purple dress, i tried it on and its perfect:D After i was done i looked for my high heels. Now, im done.

I checked the time, its 8:30PM. 3bdallah is late:( After a couple of messages i sent him, he said he'll be here in a few.  Hours and hours spent. I fell asleep at the couch while waiting for 3bdallah.


3BDALLAH(POV)

Im in the diwaniya with some of my friends, i checked the time. Its 10:30, Oh sh*t!! Im late! I quickly said my goodbye's are rushed home. I entered il shi8a and i found Shahad sleeping on the couch. Why am i so selfish? ugh. Ri7t yamha w gam achoof her beautiful face, i kissed her on the cheek. I would've woken her up, but that would be so selfish of me.  I picked her up and placed her on the bed. Seeing her like this made me feel guilty. I changed my clothes and snuggled next to her. From our look, it seemed that we had a great night. Bas actually only both  of us knew what happened..

Part Twelve

Khaled: "Shahad, are you breaking up with me?"


Shahad: "Its for our own good, Khaled. We'll still be best friends. Think about the postitive side, we'll go to London and have major fun studying with each other."


3bdallah: "Okay, 5ala9. Shahad, all of us can be friends and forget the past."


Khaled didnt say a thing, he just put his head down. I felt guilty shway, i just broke up with him for no reason.


Khaled: "5ala9, ana amir Shahad il bayt. Inta roo7 jahiz jan6at il sifar, ma buga shay kilha 3 days."


3bdallah: "Okay. Ana ba3ad baroo7 achoof Lulu."


Shahad: "Okay. Ma3a il salama."


I dont know how i acted normal towards 3bdallah. At least im trying.


Khaled: "Shahad, yala 5al nroo7 il sayra."


Me and Khaled went over to his car and sat inside. He started the car and played the radio.


Khaled: "Shahad, can i tell you something?"


Shahad: "Yeah,sure."


Khaled: "I know we broke up now. Bas were still friends right?"


Shahad: "Yes, now quickly gi6ny baytna bajahiz jan6at il sifar."


Khaled: "Okay. Ni6ray bas 3 minutes w noo9al."


I nodded. After 3 minutes wi9alna.

Khaled: "Ib ni6la3 bacher, ana w 3bdallah w Lulu. Ityeen?"

Shahad: "Yeah sure. BBM me the details."

Khaled: "Okay, yala ma3a il salama! Achoofich bacher!"

I smiled, and waved at him. He was waiting for me to get in, as usual. I got to the door and looked for the house keys in my purse. When i found it i opened the door and got in, i went straight upstairs to my room. I layed down in bed. Then my Blackberry rang, it was a blocked number. Oh no.

Shahad: "Aloo?"

??: "Aloo, its me, 3bdallah."

3bdallah? What does he want from me now? Ugh.

Shahad: "Oh okay, Tabee shay?"

3bdallah: "Can i have your pin? I want to send you the details for tommorow!"

Shahad: "La 3ady, Khaled will send me the details..."

3bdallah: "Shahad, i thought were friends now. Friends add each other on BBM."

Shahad: "Okay. Here's my pin ******"

3bdallah: "Okay, thanks. Ill add you and send you the details."

I didnt answer him, i just hung up. I checked BBM and i got a request from 3bdallah, i put okay. I quickly went to Lulu's profile and started a convo,


-BBM CHAT-

Shahad: PING! PING! PING!

Lulu: What do you want?

Shahad: What happened between you and 3bdallah?

Lulu: He broke up with me, bas were still friends.

Shahad: Omg! Me too, i broke up with Khaled bas were still friends!

Lulu: Oh okay:p can i tell you something?

Shahad: Yeah sure..

Lulu: Promise me you wont get mad first.

Shahad: I promise.

Lulu: Khaled added me.

A wave of jealousy hit me. No, stop it! Im not jealous, he's not my boyfriend anymore. 5ala9! I have to get over him now.

Shahad: La shda3wa 3ady! A9lan 3bdallah added me too:p

Lulu: Oh okay, haha.

Shahad: Would you mind sleeping over? Please!

Lulu: Wait, ill ask my mom.

Shahad: Okay

Lulu: My mom said yes!! Bas ta3alay intay mireeniy.

Shahad: Okayy, gey ready in 10 minutes. Dont forget to bring clothes 7ag bacher il 6al3a!
Lulu: Okay!

- END OF CHAT-


I quickly got me a bad of doritos from the drawer and went to my car. I went over to her place withing 7 minutes. Wi9alt minak, w bidayt a6ig hirnat.


To be continued....................

 

Part Eleven.

Khaled: " 3BDALLAH! TARA WALLAH LA AL7EEN ADIG 3LA IL SHIR6A."

3bdallah ignored and ran to his car, pushed me inside and he went in too. Khaled knocked on the window and shouted, Khaled: "3BDALLAH, ADRY INA SHAHAD IS  INSIDE. PLEASE JUST LET ME GET HER."

3bdallah: "YEAH, YOU KNOW THAT FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THE ONE YOU LOVE IS WITH ANOTHER BOY? YEAH THATS WHAT I FEEL NOW. I LOVE HER, KHALED. I LOVE SHAHAD."

Khaled's face expression turned from mad to furious. His face became red and he started kicking 3bdallah's car and scratching it with his keys, he knew that 3bdallah hated that.

3bdallah got mad and got out of his car and shouted,

3bdallah: "KHALED, INTA SHFEEK? 7MAR INT? LA T5ARIB SAYARTY."

Khaled: "3BDALLAH, WALLAH TARA MNY MY PHONE, W 3ADY 3NDY  ADAG 3LA IL SHIR6A."

Im observing all of this in the car. Looking at the window with tears flooding from my eyes. Seeing two friends fight because of me, this is not good. I cant break a friendship because of a relationship. Im going out there now and break up with Khaled, even though i love him. I tried to open the door, bas its locked! Ughh.

Shahad: " 3BDALLAH! OPEN THE DOOR. I WANT TO TALK TO BOTH OF YOU GUYS."

3bdallah nodded and pulled his keys out of his pocket and pressed something. The door opened and i went out of the car. I went next to Khaled and said,

Shahad: "Khaled, you know i love you. But your friendship cant be ruined by our relationship. Me, you, 3bdallah, and Lulu can still be friends. We four just as friends only, lets just go to London and gets things over with. "

Khaled: "Shahad, are you breaking up with me?"

Part Ten

Wtf? He's treating me like a dog.

He took me to a dark room, pushed me in and locked the door till the next day. He came over and said,
3bdallah: "Im gonna call Lulu and Khaled to come over. Act natural."

I just nodded. He locked me in. From outside the door he said: "DONT SCREAM OR SHOUT. LULU AND KHALED ARE ON THERE WAY."

Shahad: " 3BDALLAH!!! GET ME OUT OF HERE!"

3bdallah*whispered*: There here. Now shut up."

Shahad: "KHALED!LULU! IM IN THE ROOM!"

3bdallah opened the door quickly and he pushed me to the ground and said: "THERE NOT HERE I JUST WANTED TO SEE WHAT YOU WERE GONNA DO."

I started crying so hard. It's like flashbacks of the past are back.

3bdallah checked his phone and said: "There here. Min9ijy. Go clean your self in the bathroom. And I swear if you say anything, I will do something about it."

I nodded. He went to greet Khaled and Lulu, and I went to the bathroom. I quickly washed my face and cleaned my self out.
Ri7tlhom il 9ala and Khaled gave me a death stare. Ohh sh*t he's probably mad from yesterday.
Lulu was sitting next to 3bdallah, and Khaled was sitting alone. They were talking bas laman chafoony they stopped. I guess why. I went to sit next to Khaled, but he scooted a little. Wtf? He's really doing this?

Shahad: "Khaled, I need to talk to you."

He ignored me. So I repeated,

Shahad: "Khaled, I need to talk to you."

He ignored again. I stood up and said,

Shahad: "KHALED! YOUR F**KING FRIEND IS ABUSING ME. W INTA IMSAWY NAFSIK IM6ANGIR 3LAY? HE JUST LOCKED ME UP IN A ROOM AND STARTED THREATINING ME. I CRIED SO MUCH THAT MY EYES ARE SO DRY NOW. WHAT ARE YOU? YOUR HEARTLESS. A HEARTLESS JERK."

3bdallah's eyes got widend, he came close to me and slapped me so hard that I fell to the floor and my lips are bleeding.

Lulu: "3BDALLAH!! WHAT ARR YOU DOING? SHE'S MY BESTFRIEND!"

Khaled: " 3BDALLAH! WALLAH MA HIGAYTIK CHTHY. CHTHY 6ILA3T IT6IG BANAT?"

While I was at the floor crying. 3bdallah shalny w 7a6any ib '9ahra. W in7ash min il shi8a.

Khaled and Lulu were following us, running.


Khaled: " 3BDALLAH! TARA WALLAH LA AL7EEN ADIG 3LA IL SHIR6A."

To be continued...

Part Nine

Why does he do this to me?

3bdallah slapped me and said: "COME WITH ME, NOW."

He picked me up and put me on his shoulders.

Shahad: "3BDALLAH! LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE."

He ignored and went out. He put his hand on my mouth so I couldn't shout. He threw me into his car at the back seat.

3bdallah: "SHAHAD, IF YOU SHOUT WALLAH IL 3A'9EEM I'LL KILL YOU."


This is great. Very very great I've been kidnapped by my ex. *sarcasm*

Shahad: "What do you want from me?"

3bdallah: "HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU? A7IBICH SHAHAD, WALLAH A7IBICH. "

Shahad: "Bas 5ala9, 3bdallah. You have to move on. I swear I'm gonna tell Lulu. Wait just lemme call her."

3bdallah: "Hahahahahaa! You can't! Wanna know why? Because I have your phone. And your never gonna get it back until u agree to be my girlfriend."

I ignored him. Why would I be his girlfriend? I'm already in a relationship with HIS FRIEND. And he's in a relationship with MY FRIEND. So thats NEVER gonna happen.

3bdallah: "Yala wi9alna shi8ity. Scream or shout and I'll kill you."

I nodded. He opened his car and picked me up and put me on his shoulders. He quickly went up to his shi8a, opened the door and dropped me at the floor.

Like wtf? He's treating me like a dog.


To be continued...

I know it's SOOOOO short bas I just posted cuz I can't post until the weekends:)

Part Eight

Shahad: "SERIOUSLY? DIDNT YOU SEE WHAT 3BDALLAH WAS DOING?"

Khaled: "No I didn't. Don't talk to me Shahad, i'm leaving."

Shahad: "PLEASE, KHALED, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. PLEASE DON'T DO THIS."

Khaled: "ILL CALL YOU, LATER. ONLY IF I DON'T FORGET TO DELETE YOUR NUMBER. OH WAIT, I'LL DO IT KNOW."

He took his phone and deleted me, then he left. I sat on the floor, crying my eyes out. Forgetting that 3bdallah is still here.

Shahad: "3BDALLAH, 5ALA9, LEAVE."

3bdallah: "You really think I'll leave? Haha."

Shahad: "3BDALLAH!! LEAVE NOW. WALLAH TARA 3ADY I CALL THE POLICE."

3bdallah: "Yala, do it. Wallah at7adach."

I took my phone and started dailling numbers. I dailling -11-
I still didn't press number 2. I was scared to press it, like what am I gonna tell the police? That my boyfriend's friend is in my place, and he's touching me. And yeah he's also my ex who used to beat me up. They would take him to prison, I don't want that. He's Khaled's friend, I don't want him to hate me forever for letting his friend go to prison.

3bdallah: "Ha? I see you didn't call."

Shahad: "3BDALLAH, GET OUT. I DON'T WANT TO CALL THE POLICE. I DON'T WANT PROBLEMS WITH PEOPLE. SERIOUSLY I'LL CALL LULU AND TELL HER EVERYTHING. DONT YOU EVEN FEEL GUILTY CHEATING ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND ?"

3bdallah stayed quiet.

3bdallah: "No, I don't feel guilty. Why know why?"

Shahad: "WHY?"

3bdallah: "Because I don't love her. I LOVE YOU. And how many time do I have to tell you this? I can't control my temper thats why I used to hit you. Please, Shahad, I've changed. Please come back to me."

Shahad: " Sorry, but if you haven't realized, I'm not gonna cheat on my bestfriend's boyfriend. And second of all, Inta bas fakir. Ishra7 i9eer itha Khaled saw us together? He'll think wrong. Because YOU are doing wrong things."

3bdallah: "I'LL DO ANYTHING TO GET BACK WITH YOU, ANYTHING. I SWEAR IF WE GO TO LONDON YOU'LL REGRET WHY YOU DIDN'T AGREE TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND, AGAIN."

Shahad: "Inta bas i6la3, maby achoof wayhik."

3bdallah: "You say that now but I know, and I repeat I KNOW THAT YOUR GONNA COME BACK TO ME. IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT YOU'LL BE MINE."


Why does he do this to me?

Part Seven

Lulu: "RA7 ADRIS BARA MA3A 3BDALLAH IN LONDON!"

Shahad: "OMG! ME TOOO! IM GONNA GO WITH KHALED!"

Lulu: "YAAAAY!"

Shahad: "We can have an apartment for us, and Khaled and 3bdallah can have an apartment for them!"

Lulu: "Yesss!"

Shahad: "Let's go down and tell them."

Lulu: "Yala, 5al nanzil."

I was scared to go down stairs, I didn't know why I was actually happy to go and TRAVEL with that boy, 3bdallah.

We went downstairs and saw Khaled and 3bdallah chatting at the couch. Lulu ran to Khaled,

Lulu: "3BDALLAH!! OMII RI'9AT I TRAVEL WITH YOU."

3bdallah hugged lulu and kissed her cheek.

3bdallah: "Thats great! We can go with Khaled and Shahad! W na7jizlina 2 apartments. One for me and Khaled and one for you and Shahad."

Lulu: "That what Shahad said!"

3bdallah: "Yeah, okay."

Shahad sat next to Khaled and Lulu sat next to 3bdallah.

Khaled: "Shahad, I need to talk to you."

Shahad: "Okay, let's go to my room."

Khaled: "Okkay."

We went upstairs and we sat at the bed.

Shahad: "Sooooo?"

Khaled: "First thing, 3bdallah told me everything. Don't you think that you can just lie to me."

WTF? 3BDALLAH TOLD HIS FRIEND THAT WE HAD HISTORY?

Shahad: "What? What do you mean?"

Khaled: "Shahad, just say it. It's okay, I won't get mad or anything that you didn't tell me earlier."

Shahad: "Okay."

Khaled: "Yala, goolay."

Shahad: "3bdallah was my exboyfriend."

Khaled: "WHAT?"

Shahad: "Don't act stupid, you wanted to hear me say that."

Khaled: "That wasn't what I wanted to hear. 3bdallah told me that Lulu's dad just died."

Shahad: "WHAT? LULU'S DAD DIED? IMITA?"

Khaled: "SHAHAD, JUST SHUT THE F**K UP. WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THIS EARLIER?"

Shahad: "Sorry, I didn't know that you knew 3bdallah."

Khaled just ignored me and ran downstairs.

Shahad: "KHALED, PLEASE DON'T GO!! I CAN EXPLAIN."

He ignored me and went to his car. I sat next to the door (inside) and started crying. First because of Lulu's dad, second because of Khaled. He did react like my dreams, but thank God he didn't hit me. I went to the 9ala, I saw 3bdallah but I didn't see Lulu.

Shahad: "Where's Lulu?"

3bdallah: "She went home, she told me to tell you. And what happened? Why did Khaled go?"

Shahad: "IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! I TOLD HIM ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP WE HAD."

3bdallah: "No one told you to tell him. Why did you tell him?"

He came closer to me.

Shahad: "DON'T COME CLOSER TO ME."

He came closer and closer until he came next to me. He started touching my face.

Shahad: "I WARN YOU 3BDALLAH. DON'T TOUCH ME. I'LL CALL KHALED."

3bdallah: "What is he gonna do? He just ditched you."

Faj2a the door opened and Khaled came.

Shahad: "KHALED! YOU CAME BACK FOR ME!"

Khaled: "No Shahad, I didn't. I just forgot my phone."

Part Six

Khaled came running with a mad look on his face... Oh no... I bet he heard 3bdallah.

Khaled: "Why isn't there toilet paper? I need to go now!"

OMG!!! Thankgod he didn't hear 3bdallah or 3bdallah will be hurt or maybe I'll be hurt emotionally or physically. Well I really wished my parents were here, they could've helped me with any problem. I wanted to call a family member but im just shy. I haven't seen or talked to them in ages, I don't wanna suddenly get back. I decided to BBM my bestfriend, Lulu.

-BBM-

Me: PING!PING! PING!

Lulu: Ha? Shtabeeen?

Me: I'm have to tell you something. Can you come over?

Lulu: Mee to, bagoolich shay. And lemme ask omii.

Me: Soo? What did she say?

Lulu: She said yes!! 15 minutes and I'm there:D

Me: Okkay, yala ibsir3a libsay.

Lulu: okay:)

-End of chat-

Lulu is a beautiful girl. She's 18, just like me. She's been my friend since kindergarden. Our mothers met, and they became bestfriends.

Shahad: "Kaany! Al7een ajeeb il toilet paper."

Khaled: "Yala!"

Shahad: "Kany!!!"

I ran to the ma5zan and brought the toilet papers. I went to the 9ala and gave em to Khaled.

Khaled: "Thanks."

Shahad: "No problem."

Khaled whispered: "Yala 3ad gi3day ma3a 3bdallah shway, fashla chthy ga3id ibroo7a."

Shahad: "Okay, bas tra Lulu ib tjy ba3ad shway."

Khaled: "Okay, intaw gi3daw foog w i7na ra7 nig3ad miny, ta7at."

Shahad: "Okay."

Khaled went to the bathroom. I was gonna go to the couch to talk with 3bdallah, but THANKGOD I heard the doorbell. I went to the door and opened it. I saw Lulu and hugged her tight.

Lulu: "I missed youuuu!!"

Shahad: "Wallah ana akthar."

After we finished hugging we walked over to the 9ala to go upstairs. Then 3bdallah intrupted us and said, "Lulu?"

I was shocked, la yikoon ba3ad Lulu knows 3bdallah.

Lulu: " 3bdallah!! I missed youu!"

She ran to him and hugged him.

3bdallah: "I missed you much more! Why didnt you show up at the airport?"

Lulu: "Sorry i had plans with my mom."

3bdallah: "La 3ady, I was just joking. Yala go have fun with Shahad, I'll stay with Khaled.

Lulu: "Inshallah:) I'll BBM you."

3bdallah kissed her forehead and said "Okay."

I didn't know what's going on. My life is ruined, Khaled is 3bdallah's friend. And after what I saw I guess that Lulu is 3bdallah's girlfriend. All of the closest people I know are friends with the person I hate. We went upstairs, then went to my room.

Shahad: "Lulu? What was that? Explain EVERYTHING."

Lulu: "That was the thing I was gonna tell you! I have a boyfriend!!"

She looked so excited, I dont want to ruin everything and tell her the " 3bdallah situation" But how could he love me? He's dating Lulu, isn't he? I feel that I should tell Lulu. But how? Idk.

Lulu: "So what was the thing you were gonna tell me?"

Shahad: "La wallah shay, gitlich chthy 3ashan ityeen. Cuz I missed you."

Lulu: "Yeah, okay. I wanna tell you something okay?"

Shahad: "Sure, go ahead."

Lulu: "............"


To be continued...

Part Five

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It was 3bdallah........ Oh sh*t.

Khaled: "Oh my! I missed yoooooou!"

Shahad: "Yeah,mee too:) So, who is this?"

Khaled: "Yeah, forgot about that. He's 3bdallah, a friend of mine. So 3bdallah, this is Shahad. Shahad, this is 3bdallah."

3bdallah: "Tisharafna;)"

3bdallah winked and shaked my hands. I was shivering while holding his hands, I dont wan't to remmeber the past.

Khaled: "Can he come over with me to you place?"

Shahad: "Yeah sure."


IM HELLA SCARED RIGHT NOW. WHAT IF HE HITS ME? WHAT IF HE KILLS ME? I think I need to tell Khaled about the " 3bdallah " situation. I think he'll understand, not like how he reacted in my dreams. We walked over to my car, Khaled and 3bdallah got in. Khaled sat in the passenger seat and 3bdallah sat at the back. I switched the radio on while I drove. There was akward silence, until 3bdallah said: "Ha shloonich, Shahad?"

I ignored him. I don't wanna talk to him anymore.

Khaled: "Ha, Shahad, il 9bay yi7acheech."

I ignored him too. I dont want to talk if 3bdallah is here. Ba5ith ra7ty, mo kila 5ayfa.

Khaled: "Shahad."

I ignored him, AGAIN.

Khaled: "Kayfich, ma tabeen trdeen 3lay la trdeen. Bas i7saby ma3ach bil bayt."

Shahad: "Inshallah." I said that in a VERY VERY low voice. I don't want 3bdallah to hear my voice. I just hate him. After a couple of minutes wi9alana il bayt. I parked my car then said: "Tifa'9ilaw 7ayakom."

Khaled: "Ee 7ayak."

3bdallah: "Mashkooreen."

I nodded. Khaled took mifta7 il bayt miny and went inside. Khaled and 3bdallah sat at the couch, I was gonna run upstairs but then Khaled said: "Shahad, yala 3ad '9ayfay 3bdallah w jibay 39eer.

3bdallah: "La la, mashkoor mo mishtihy ashrab, 7ady shab3an min akil il 6ayara."

Khaled: "Shada3wa, min9ijy i5ith."

3bdallah: "La wallah wallah ma aby mashkooreen."

Khaled: "Kayfik 3ad."

I sat next to Khaled. (at the couch)

Khaled: "Shwaya bas baroo7 7amam."

3bdallah: "I5ith ra7tik, ana asoolif ma3a Shahad."

NOOOO!!! MY LIFE IS OFFICIALY OVER NOW:( I DON'T WANNA TALK TO HOM ANYMORE. I slowly moved to go upstairs but a hand grabbed me. Then I saw that it was 3bdallah's hand.

3bdallah: "La2, la troo7een Shahad. Wallah a7ibich....."

Khaled came running with a mad look on his face.. Oh no..

To be continued....

Part Four

Shahad: "He's my ex, he used to beat me up for not loving him..."

Khaled: "WHAT?"

Shahad: "5ala9 ba3ad I told you."

Khaled: " ARE YOU LISTENING WHAT IM LISTENING TO? KIL HATH I9EER W MATGOOLEEENLY? LAYSH? 3ABALICH HATHA SHAY 3ADY MA YINGAL?"

Ma kint adry Ina bi3a9ib lay Hal daraja .

Shahad: "I didn't know it's that serious, 5ala9."

Khaled: "YES IT'S THAT SERIOUS-.-"

Khaled pushed me to the ground and started kicking me. Tears fell from my eyes. That last time I've got beaten from a boy was when I was 15. While Khaled was hitting me, flashbacks of what 3bdallah did to me started flashing in my head. I hate this. Khaled was overreacting ALOT.

Shahad: "DON'T YOU FEEL A PIECE OF GUILT? YOU'RE HITTING A GIRL."

Khaled stopped.

Khaled: "I'LL STOP, BUT IF I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN YOU'LL BE KILLED. AND IT'S OVER, I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU, TALK TO YOU, OR EVER SEE YOU."

Shahad: "KHALED! PLEASE! IM SORRY."

He ignored me and walked away.

Faj2a I opened my eyes. And that was all a dream. 7amdilla I didn't see 3bdallah. I don't wanna see him, his last words before I ran away was," IF I EVER FOUND YOU I'LL KILL YOU."
I shivered at this thought. I'm too young to die. I'm in bed now, i took my BlackBerry to check the time. Its 9:30AM. I quickly changed my clothes and took my car keys. I ran to my car and started driving. I checked when does Khaled's plane land, it landed. Omg! I dont wanna be late. I sped up to the airport, and ran inside. I waited for him to come. After 20 minutes of waiting he finally showed up. I ran to him, I was gonna hug him but I saw a familiar face behind him. It was
3bdallah...... Oh sh*t.

Part Three

This part is extra long:D

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Khaled: Ya ibn il kalb, inta ma tist7y 3la wayhik? You just come in here and start doing this?-_-

Boy: Wallah int malik shi8il..

Khaled got tensed up, he went over to the boy and started hitting him. The boy sada7 Khaled bil ar'9 w gam yi6iga. After seeing all the blood from Khaled's jaw and nose i couldnt handle it anymore, i started shouting "STOP IT!! YOU BOY GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE. YOU JUST CAME TO MAKE PROBLEMS AND FIGHT WITH MY BOYFRIEND. PLEASE JUST GET OUT OF HERE, PLEASE."

The boy got up, came over to me and said, " Baby, i love you. You know i do. Dont you remmeber me?
I'll go know, but i want you to know that i love you. And btw, im 3bdallah."

My heart just stopped. Its 3bdallah, THE 3bdallah. I have a history with him, he used to beat me up when i was 15. He loved me, but he had a strange way of showing it. I promised my self not to run away and never see him. But what happened? How did he know where i live? I was about to say something but i saw Khaled in pain, with all the blood on his jaw and nose.
Me: "Khaled, wait here im gonna get ice"

Khaled: "QUICKLY!"

I quickly ran to the kitchen, got to the freezer and got ice. 5athayt chees mal sandwiches and put the ice cubes in there. I ran over to Khaled, kan minsidi7 bil ar'9. I gave him the chees and he put it on his nose. He looked hurt, that made me feel bad. If anything happens to him im NEVER gonna forgive myslef, ever.

Me: "Are you okay? Awadeek il 6abeeb?"

Khaled: "La 5ala9 3ady ma feeniy shay."

Me: "Akeed? Tara wallah 3ady 3indy awadeek."

Khaled: ''Gitlich 5ala9 ma feeniy shay 8awiy."

Me: "Akeed?"

Khaled: "5ala9!! ya3ny '3a9b '3a9ib feeniy shay? ufff la t9eereen wayid 7ana-_-"

That sentence actually broke my heart. He never said that to me, ever. That whole 1 year and  10 months of us dating he never been so harsh.

Me: "Inshallah, asfa.''

Khaled: "Inzayn, yallah you have to explain to me everything. Who is that 3bdallah dude? and why does he love you? "

Me: "......................................''

Khaled: " Tell me!"

Me: " I promise ill tell you. Bas awal 5an nig3ad bil couch."

We went over to the couch and sat.

Me: '' Want some juice? ay shay?"

Khaled: "Orange juice."

Me: "Okay:D just wait 5 minutes."

I quickly went to the kitchen and brought the juice min il thalaja.

"Me: here you go."

I handed the juice to him. He gave me a death stare that scared me to death.:oo I dont want to explain the " 3bdallah " story to him.

Khaled: " Shahah, min9ijy. You owe me explanation."

Me: " He was my ex, who used to beat me up for not loving him............................"


To be continued............

Part 2

Khaled came, he wanted to surprise me but he saw that boy kissing me. Now he thinks that i'm cheating on him. Im trying to explain but he didn't give me a chance.

Khaled: " DONT LIE TO ME, I SAW YOU WITH THAT BOY. "

Me: " WALLAH IL 3A'9EEM IM NOT LYING! JUST GIVE ME  A CHANCE TO EXPLAIN AND YOU WILL KNOW WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED."

Khaled: "I'LL GIVE YOU 5 MINUTES TO EXPLAIN."

Me: " Okay, but come and lets sit on the couch, i don't want  il jeeran yismi3oona. Since were clearly next to the door shouting-_-"

Khaled went over to the couch and sat, i went and sat next to him.

Me: "Listen carefully to me, w ma abeek itga6i3ny ib shay. Choof kint gam atjahaz 3alshan aroo7lik il ma6ar. Bas fachayt il baab chan yijy il 9bay w gam yibawisny, i kicked him. Then he started hitting me till i fell into the floor. I tried so hard to let him not touch me but i couldn't, i was so weak. I'm sorry that im so weak. I know you'll hate me forever but im so so so so sorry."

Khaled looked so shocked. He just hugged me without saying a word. 

Khaled: "Oh my god, im so sorry Shahad. I didnt know that happened. I swear ill protect you. Lo ana 3ayish ma7ad bijeesich."

Khaled leaned his head over me, i leaned too. We were about to kiss but that BOY came and shouted "NOOO! SHAHAD DONT DO IT! THAT SHOULD BE ME BABY. I LOVE YOU.

Khaled: Ya ibn il kalb.......

To be continued

Its my first post!

"I TRUSTED YOU, WHY DID YOU DO THIS? I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD IS REAL!" Khaled started shouting.

"IM SORRY!! THIS BOY JUST CAME TO ME AND STARTED DOING THIS! WALLAH IL 3A'9EEM IM NOT LYING!! I DONT EVEN KNOW HIM!" I said.

So basically Khaled is my boyfriend, were dating for almost two years now. My parents have died when i was 15 years old, that was 3 years ago. I live in my own house, i don't want to live with my grandma because i want to have my privacy and live alone. So Khaled just came back from his very loooong trip from England. I was gonna go and greet him in the airport but a boy came to my house and started kissing me and hitting me. Khaled came to surprise me and