Part Ten

Wtf? He's treating me like a dog.

He took me to a dark room, pushed me in and locked the door till the next day. He came over and said,
3bdallah: "Im gonna call Lulu and Khaled to come over. Act natural."

I just nodded. He locked me in. From outside the door he said: "DONT SCREAM OR SHOUT. LULU AND KHALED ARE ON THERE WAY."

Shahad: " 3BDALLAH!!! GET ME OUT OF HERE!"

3bdallah*whispered*: There here. Now shut up."

Shahad: "KHALED!LULU! IM IN THE ROOM!"

3bdallah opened the door quickly and he pushed me to the ground and said: "THERE NOT HERE I JUST WANTED TO SEE WHAT YOU WERE GONNA DO."

I started crying so hard. It's like flashbacks of the past are back.

3bdallah checked his phone and said: "There here. Min9ijy. Go clean your self in the bathroom. And I swear if you say anything, I will do something about it."

I nodded. He went to greet Khaled and Lulu, and I went to the bathroom. I quickly washed my face and cleaned my self out.
Ri7tlhom il 9ala and Khaled gave me a death stare. Ohh sh*t he's probably mad from yesterday.
Lulu was sitting next to 3bdallah, and Khaled was sitting alone. They were talking bas laman chafoony they stopped. I guess why. I went to sit next to Khaled, but he scooted a little. Wtf? He's really doing this?

Shahad: "Khaled, I need to talk to you."

He ignored me. So I repeated,

Shahad: "Khaled, I need to talk to you."

He ignored again. I stood up and said,

Shahad: "KHALED! YOUR F**KING FRIEND IS ABUSING ME. W INTA IMSAWY NAFSIK IM6ANGIR 3LAY? HE JUST LOCKED ME UP IN A ROOM AND STARTED THREATINING ME. I CRIED SO MUCH THAT MY EYES ARE SO DRY NOW. WHAT ARE YOU? YOUR HEARTLESS. A HEARTLESS JERK."

3bdallah's eyes got widend, he came close to me and slapped me so hard that I fell to the floor and my lips are bleeding.

Lulu: "3BDALLAH!! WHAT ARR YOU DOING? SHE'S MY BESTFRIEND!"

Khaled: " 3BDALLAH! WALLAH MA HIGAYTIK CHTHY. CHTHY 6ILA3T IT6IG BANAT?"

While I was at the floor crying. 3bdallah shalny w 7a6any ib '9ahra. W in7ash min il shi8a.

Khaled and Lulu were following us, running.


Khaled: " 3BDALLAH! TARA WALLAH LA AL7EEN ADIG 3LA IL SHIR6A."

To be continued...

Part Nine

Why does he do this to me?

3bdallah slapped me and said: "COME WITH ME, NOW."

He picked me up and put me on his shoulders.

Shahad: "3BDALLAH! LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE."

He ignored and went out. He put his hand on my mouth so I couldn't shout. He threw me into his car at the back seat.

3bdallah: "SHAHAD, IF YOU SHOUT WALLAH IL 3A'9EEM I'LL KILL YOU."


This is great. Very very great I've been kidnapped by my ex. *sarcasm*

Shahad: "What do you want from me?"

3bdallah: "HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU? A7IBICH SHAHAD, WALLAH A7IBICH. "

Shahad: "Bas 5ala9, 3bdallah. You have to move on. I swear I'm gonna tell Lulu. Wait just lemme call her."

3bdallah: "Hahahahahaa! You can't! Wanna know why? Because I have your phone. And your never gonna get it back until u agree to be my girlfriend."

I ignored him. Why would I be his girlfriend? I'm already in a relationship with HIS FRIEND. And he's in a relationship with MY FRIEND. So thats NEVER gonna happen.

3bdallah: "Yala wi9alna shi8ity. Scream or shout and I'll kill you."

I nodded. He opened his car and picked me up and put me on his shoulders. He quickly went up to his shi8a, opened the door and dropped me at the floor.

Like wtf? He's treating me like a dog.


To be continued...

I know it's SOOOOO short bas I just posted cuz I can't post until the weekends:)

Part Eight

Shahad: "SERIOUSLY? DIDNT YOU SEE WHAT 3BDALLAH WAS DOING?"

Khaled: "No I didn't. Don't talk to me Shahad, i'm leaving."

Shahad: "PLEASE, KHALED, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. PLEASE DON'T DO THIS."

Khaled: "ILL CALL YOU, LATER. ONLY IF I DON'T FORGET TO DELETE YOUR NUMBER. OH WAIT, I'LL DO IT KNOW."

He took his phone and deleted me, then he left. I sat on the floor, crying my eyes out. Forgetting that 3bdallah is still here.

Shahad: "3BDALLAH, 5ALA9, LEAVE."

3bdallah: "You really think I'll leave? Haha."

Shahad: "3BDALLAH!! LEAVE NOW. WALLAH TARA 3ADY I CALL THE POLICE."

3bdallah: "Yala, do it. Wallah at7adach."

I took my phone and started dailling numbers. I dailling -11-
I still didn't press number 2. I was scared to press it, like what am I gonna tell the police? That my boyfriend's friend is in my place, and he's touching me. And yeah he's also my ex who used to beat me up. They would take him to prison, I don't want that. He's Khaled's friend, I don't want him to hate me forever for letting his friend go to prison.

3bdallah: "Ha? I see you didn't call."

Shahad: "3BDALLAH, GET OUT. I DON'T WANT TO CALL THE POLICE. I DON'T WANT PROBLEMS WITH PEOPLE. SERIOUSLY I'LL CALL LULU AND TELL HER EVERYTHING. DONT YOU EVEN FEEL GUILTY CHEATING ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND ?"

3bdallah stayed quiet.

3bdallah: "No, I don't feel guilty. Why know why?"

Shahad: "WHY?"

3bdallah: "Because I don't love her. I LOVE YOU. And how many time do I have to tell you this? I can't control my temper thats why I used to hit you. Please, Shahad, I've changed. Please come back to me."

Shahad: " Sorry, but if you haven't realized, I'm not gonna cheat on my bestfriend's boyfriend. And second of all, Inta bas fakir. Ishra7 i9eer itha Khaled saw us together? He'll think wrong. Because YOU are doing wrong things."

3bdallah: "I'LL DO ANYTHING TO GET BACK WITH YOU, ANYTHING. I SWEAR IF WE GO TO LONDON YOU'LL REGRET WHY YOU DIDN'T AGREE TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND, AGAIN."

Shahad: "Inta bas i6la3, maby achoof wayhik."

3bdallah: "You say that now but I know, and I repeat I KNOW THAT YOUR GONNA COME BACK TO ME. IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT YOU'LL BE MINE."


Why does he do this to me?

Part Seven

Lulu: "RA7 ADRIS BARA MA3A 3BDALLAH IN LONDON!"

Shahad: "OMG! ME TOOO! IM GONNA GO WITH KHALED!"

Lulu: "YAAAAY!"

Shahad: "We can have an apartment for us, and Khaled and 3bdallah can have an apartment for them!"

Lulu: "Yesss!"

Shahad: "Let's go down and tell them."

Lulu: "Yala, 5al nanzil."

I was scared to go down stairs, I didn't know why I was actually happy to go and TRAVEL with that boy, 3bdallah.

We went downstairs and saw Khaled and 3bdallah chatting at the couch. Lulu ran to Khaled,

Lulu: "3BDALLAH!! OMII RI'9AT I TRAVEL WITH YOU."

3bdallah hugged lulu and kissed her cheek.

3bdallah: "Thats great! We can go with Khaled and Shahad! W na7jizlina 2 apartments. One for me and Khaled and one for you and Shahad."

Lulu: "That what Shahad said!"

3bdallah: "Yeah, okay."

Shahad sat next to Khaled and Lulu sat next to 3bdallah.

Khaled: "Shahad, I need to talk to you."

Shahad: "Okay, let's go to my room."

Khaled: "Okkay."

We went upstairs and we sat at the bed.

Shahad: "Sooooo?"

Khaled: "First thing, 3bdallah told me everything. Don't you think that you can just lie to me."

WTF? 3BDALLAH TOLD HIS FRIEND THAT WE HAD HISTORY?

Shahad: "What? What do you mean?"

Khaled: "Shahad, just say it. It's okay, I won't get mad or anything that you didn't tell me earlier."

Shahad: "Okay."

Khaled: "Yala, goolay."

Shahad: "3bdallah was my exboyfriend."

Khaled: "WHAT?"

Shahad: "Don't act stupid, you wanted to hear me say that."

Khaled: "That wasn't what I wanted to hear. 3bdallah told me that Lulu's dad just died."

Shahad: "WHAT? LULU'S DAD DIED? IMITA?"

Khaled: "SHAHAD, JUST SHUT THE F**K UP. WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THIS EARLIER?"

Shahad: "Sorry, I didn't know that you knew 3bdallah."

Khaled just ignored me and ran downstairs.

Shahad: "KHALED, PLEASE DON'T GO!! I CAN EXPLAIN."

He ignored me and went to his car. I sat next to the door (inside) and started crying. First because of Lulu's dad, second because of Khaled. He did react like my dreams, but thank God he didn't hit me. I went to the 9ala, I saw 3bdallah but I didn't see Lulu.

Shahad: "Where's Lulu?"

3bdallah: "She went home, she told me to tell you. And what happened? Why did Khaled go?"

Shahad: "IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! I TOLD HIM ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP WE HAD."

3bdallah: "No one told you to tell him. Why did you tell him?"

He came closer to me.

Shahad: "DON'T COME CLOSER TO ME."

He came closer and closer until he came next to me. He started touching my face.

Shahad: "I WARN YOU 3BDALLAH. DON'T TOUCH ME. I'LL CALL KHALED."

3bdallah: "What is he gonna do? He just ditched you."

Faj2a the door opened and Khaled came.

Shahad: "KHALED! YOU CAME BACK FOR ME!"

Khaled: "No Shahad, I didn't. I just forgot my phone."

Part Six

Khaled came running with a mad look on his face... Oh no... I bet he heard 3bdallah.

Khaled: "Why isn't there toilet paper? I need to go now!"

OMG!!! Thankgod he didn't hear 3bdallah or 3bdallah will be hurt or maybe I'll be hurt emotionally or physically. Well I really wished my parents were here, they could've helped me with any problem. I wanted to call a family member but im just shy. I haven't seen or talked to them in ages, I don't wanna suddenly get back. I decided to BBM my bestfriend, Lulu.

-BBM-

Me: PING!PING! PING!

Lulu: Ha? Shtabeeen?

Me: I'm have to tell you something. Can you come over?

Lulu: Mee to, bagoolich shay. And lemme ask omii.

Me: Soo? What did she say?

Lulu: She said yes!! 15 minutes and I'm there:D

Me: Okkay, yala ibsir3a libsay.

Lulu: okay:)

-End of chat-

Lulu is a beautiful girl. She's 18, just like me. She's been my friend since kindergarden. Our mothers met, and they became bestfriends.

Shahad: "Kaany! Al7een ajeeb il toilet paper."

Khaled: "Yala!"

Shahad: "Kany!!!"

I ran to the ma5zan and brought the toilet papers. I went to the 9ala and gave em to Khaled.

Khaled: "Thanks."

Shahad: "No problem."

Khaled whispered: "Yala 3ad gi3day ma3a 3bdallah shway, fashla chthy ga3id ibroo7a."

Shahad: "Okay, bas tra Lulu ib tjy ba3ad shway."

Khaled: "Okay, intaw gi3daw foog w i7na ra7 nig3ad miny, ta7at."

Shahad: "Okay."

Khaled went to the bathroom. I was gonna go to the couch to talk with 3bdallah, but THANKGOD I heard the doorbell. I went to the door and opened it. I saw Lulu and hugged her tight.

Lulu: "I missed youuuu!!"

Shahad: "Wallah ana akthar."

After we finished hugging we walked over to the 9ala to go upstairs. Then 3bdallah intrupted us and said, "Lulu?"

I was shocked, la yikoon ba3ad Lulu knows 3bdallah.

Lulu: " 3bdallah!! I missed youu!"

She ran to him and hugged him.

3bdallah: "I missed you much more! Why didnt you show up at the airport?"

Lulu: "Sorry i had plans with my mom."

3bdallah: "La 3ady, I was just joking. Yala go have fun with Shahad, I'll stay with Khaled.

Lulu: "Inshallah:) I'll BBM you."

3bdallah kissed her forehead and said "Okay."

I didn't know what's going on. My life is ruined, Khaled is 3bdallah's friend. And after what I saw I guess that Lulu is 3bdallah's girlfriend. All of the closest people I know are friends with the person I hate. We went upstairs, then went to my room.

Shahad: "Lulu? What was that? Explain EVERYTHING."

Lulu: "That was the thing I was gonna tell you! I have a boyfriend!!"

She looked so excited, I dont want to ruin everything and tell her the " 3bdallah situation" But how could he love me? He's dating Lulu, isn't he? I feel that I should tell Lulu. But how? Idk.

Lulu: "So what was the thing you were gonna tell me?"

Shahad: "La wallah shay, gitlich chthy 3ashan ityeen. Cuz I missed you."

Lulu: "Yeah, okay. I wanna tell you something okay?"

Shahad: "Sure, go ahead."

Lulu: "............"


To be continued...

Part Five

-.-

It was 3bdallah........ Oh sh*t.

Khaled: "Oh my! I missed yoooooou!"

Shahad: "Yeah,mee too:) So, who is this?"

Khaled: "Yeah, forgot about that. He's 3bdallah, a friend of mine. So 3bdallah, this is Shahad. Shahad, this is 3bdallah."

3bdallah: "Tisharafna;)"

3bdallah winked and shaked my hands. I was shivering while holding his hands, I dont wan't to remmeber the past.

Khaled: "Can he come over with me to you place?"

Shahad: "Yeah sure."


IM HELLA SCARED RIGHT NOW. WHAT IF HE HITS ME? WHAT IF HE KILLS ME? I think I need to tell Khaled about the " 3bdallah " situation. I think he'll understand, not like how he reacted in my dreams. We walked over to my car, Khaled and 3bdallah got in. Khaled sat in the passenger seat and 3bdallah sat at the back. I switched the radio on while I drove. There was akward silence, until 3bdallah said: "Ha shloonich, Shahad?"

I ignored him. I don't wanna talk to him anymore.

Khaled: "Ha, Shahad, il 9bay yi7acheech."

I ignored him too. I dont want to talk if 3bdallah is here. Ba5ith ra7ty, mo kila 5ayfa.

Khaled: "Shahad."

I ignored him, AGAIN.

Khaled: "Kayfich, ma tabeen trdeen 3lay la trdeen. Bas i7saby ma3ach bil bayt."

Shahad: "Inshallah." I said that in a VERY VERY low voice. I don't want 3bdallah to hear my voice. I just hate him. After a couple of minutes wi9alana il bayt. I parked my car then said: "Tifa'9ilaw 7ayakom."

Khaled: "Ee 7ayak."

3bdallah: "Mashkooreen."

I nodded. Khaled took mifta7 il bayt miny and went inside. Khaled and 3bdallah sat at the couch, I was gonna run upstairs but then Khaled said: "Shahad, yala 3ad '9ayfay 3bdallah w jibay 39eer.

3bdallah: "La la, mashkoor mo mishtihy ashrab, 7ady shab3an min akil il 6ayara."

Khaled: "Shada3wa, min9ijy i5ith."

3bdallah: "La wallah wallah ma aby mashkooreen."

Khaled: "Kayfik 3ad."

I sat next to Khaled. (at the couch)

Khaled: "Shwaya bas baroo7 7amam."

3bdallah: "I5ith ra7tik, ana asoolif ma3a Shahad."

NOOOO!!! MY LIFE IS OFFICIALY OVER NOW:( I DON'T WANNA TALK TO HOM ANYMORE. I slowly moved to go upstairs but a hand grabbed me. Then I saw that it was 3bdallah's hand.

3bdallah: "La2, la troo7een Shahad. Wallah a7ibich....."

Khaled came running with a mad look on his face.. Oh no..

To be continued....

Part Four

Shahad: "He's my ex, he used to beat me up for not loving him..."

Khaled: "WHAT?"

Shahad: "5ala9 ba3ad I told you."

Khaled: " ARE YOU LISTENING WHAT IM LISTENING TO? KIL HATH I9EER W MATGOOLEEENLY? LAYSH? 3ABALICH HATHA SHAY 3ADY MA YINGAL?"

Ma kint adry Ina bi3a9ib lay Hal daraja .

Shahad: "I didn't know it's that serious, 5ala9."

Khaled: "YES IT'S THAT SERIOUS-.-"

Khaled pushed me to the ground and started kicking me. Tears fell from my eyes. That last time I've got beaten from a boy was when I was 15. While Khaled was hitting me, flashbacks of what 3bdallah did to me started flashing in my head. I hate this. Khaled was overreacting ALOT.

Shahad: "DON'T YOU FEEL A PIECE OF GUILT? YOU'RE HITTING A GIRL."

Khaled stopped.

Khaled: "I'LL STOP, BUT IF I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN YOU'LL BE KILLED. AND IT'S OVER, I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU, TALK TO YOU, OR EVER SEE YOU."

Shahad: "KHALED! PLEASE! IM SORRY."

He ignored me and walked away.

Faj2a I opened my eyes. And that was all a dream. 7amdilla I didn't see 3bdallah. I don't wanna see him, his last words before I ran away was," IF I EVER FOUND YOU I'LL KILL YOU."
I shivered at this thought. I'm too young to die. I'm in bed now, i took my BlackBerry to check the time. Its 9:30AM. I quickly changed my clothes and took my car keys. I ran to my car and started driving. I checked when does Khaled's plane land, it landed. Omg! I dont wanna be late. I sped up to the airport, and ran inside. I waited for him to come. After 20 minutes of waiting he finally showed up. I ran to him, I was gonna hug him but I saw a familiar face behind him. It was
3bdallah...... Oh sh*t.

Part Three

This part is extra long:D

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Khaled: Ya ibn il kalb, inta ma tist7y 3la wayhik? You just come in here and start doing this?-_-

Boy: Wallah int malik shi8il..

Khaled got tensed up, he went over to the boy and started hitting him. The boy sada7 Khaled bil ar'9 w gam yi6iga. After seeing all the blood from Khaled's jaw and nose i couldnt handle it anymore, i started shouting "STOP IT!! YOU BOY GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE. YOU JUST CAME TO MAKE PROBLEMS AND FIGHT WITH MY BOYFRIEND. PLEASE JUST GET OUT OF HERE, PLEASE."

The boy got up, came over to me and said, " Baby, i love you. You know i do. Dont you remmeber me?
I'll go know, but i want you to know that i love you. And btw, im 3bdallah."

My heart just stopped. Its 3bdallah, THE 3bdallah. I have a history with him, he used to beat me up when i was 15. He loved me, but he had a strange way of showing it. I promised my self not to run away and never see him. But what happened? How did he know where i live? I was about to say something but i saw Khaled in pain, with all the blood on his jaw and nose.
Me: "Khaled, wait here im gonna get ice"

Khaled: "QUICKLY!"

I quickly ran to the kitchen, got to the freezer and got ice. 5athayt chees mal sandwiches and put the ice cubes in there. I ran over to Khaled, kan minsidi7 bil ar'9. I gave him the chees and he put it on his nose. He looked hurt, that made me feel bad. If anything happens to him im NEVER gonna forgive myslef, ever.

Me: "Are you okay? Awadeek il 6abeeb?"

Khaled: "La 5ala9 3ady ma feeniy shay."

Me: "Akeed? Tara wallah 3ady 3indy awadeek."

Khaled: ''Gitlich 5ala9 ma feeniy shay 8awiy."

Me: "Akeed?"

Khaled: "5ala9!! ya3ny '3a9b '3a9ib feeniy shay? ufff la t9eereen wayid 7ana-_-"

That sentence actually broke my heart. He never said that to me, ever. That whole 1 year and  10 months of us dating he never been so harsh.

Me: "Inshallah, asfa.''

Khaled: "Inzayn, yallah you have to explain to me everything. Who is that 3bdallah dude? and why does he love you? "

Me: "......................................''

Khaled: " Tell me!"

Me: " I promise ill tell you. Bas awal 5an nig3ad bil couch."

We went over to the couch and sat.

Me: '' Want some juice? ay shay?"

Khaled: "Orange juice."

Me: "Okay:D just wait 5 minutes."

I quickly went to the kitchen and brought the juice min il thalaja.

"Me: here you go."

I handed the juice to him. He gave me a death stare that scared me to death.:oo I dont want to explain the " 3bdallah " story to him.

Khaled: " Shahah, min9ijy. You owe me explanation."

Me: " He was my ex, who used to beat me up for not loving him............................"


To be continued............

Part 2

Khaled came, he wanted to surprise me but he saw that boy kissing me. Now he thinks that i'm cheating on him. Im trying to explain but he didn't give me a chance.

Khaled: " DONT LIE TO ME, I SAW YOU WITH THAT BOY. "

Me: " WALLAH IL 3A'9EEM IM NOT LYING! JUST GIVE ME  A CHANCE TO EXPLAIN AND YOU WILL KNOW WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED."

Khaled: "I'LL GIVE YOU 5 MINUTES TO EXPLAIN."

Me: " Okay, but come and lets sit on the couch, i don't want  il jeeran yismi3oona. Since were clearly next to the door shouting-_-"

Khaled went over to the couch and sat, i went and sat next to him.

Me: "Listen carefully to me, w ma abeek itga6i3ny ib shay. Choof kint gam atjahaz 3alshan aroo7lik il ma6ar. Bas fachayt il baab chan yijy il 9bay w gam yibawisny, i kicked him. Then he started hitting me till i fell into the floor. I tried so hard to let him not touch me but i couldn't, i was so weak. I'm sorry that im so weak. I know you'll hate me forever but im so so so so sorry."

Khaled looked so shocked. He just hugged me without saying a word. 

Khaled: "Oh my god, im so sorry Shahad. I didnt know that happened. I swear ill protect you. Lo ana 3ayish ma7ad bijeesich."

Khaled leaned his head over me, i leaned too. We were about to kiss but that BOY came and shouted "NOOO! SHAHAD DONT DO IT! THAT SHOULD BE ME BABY. I LOVE YOU.

Khaled: Ya ibn il kalb.......

To be continued

Its my first post!

"I TRUSTED YOU, WHY DID YOU DO THIS? I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD IS REAL!" Khaled started shouting.

"IM SORRY!! THIS BOY JUST CAME TO ME AND STARTED DOING THIS! WALLAH IL 3A'9EEM IM NOT LYING!! I DONT EVEN KNOW HIM!" I said.

So basically Khaled is my boyfriend, were dating for almost two years now. My parents have died when i was 15 years old, that was 3 years ago. I live in my own house, i don't want to live with my grandma because i want to have my privacy and live alone. So Khaled just came back from his very loooong trip from England. I was gonna go and greet him in the airport but a boy came to my house and started kissing me and hitting me. Khaled came to surprise me and