Friday, April 20, 2012

Post 22

*FAHAD:

As i slowly opened my eyes, the first sound i heard was my heart pounding..
It made me freak.
I've never heard it this clearly.
I tried to move.
I tried to lift my hands to shade my eyes from the light, but i couln't.
I tried to move my feet, but i couldn't.
A million thoughts were running through my head, what could possibly be wrong?
I don't even remember what happened.
I knew i was in the hospital, i mean, where else could i be?
An undescribable amount of pain shot through me instantly!
I started looking around for a nurse or maybe a doctor.
My eyes lay on Lulu..

No words can describe how happy i was to see her.
I tried to call out for her..
I opened my mouth, but no words came out.

She slowly turned around, as if to leave.
What?

I moaned, i desperatley wanted her to know I'm here, watching, awake.

She turned around, and within second she broke down, on the floor, and started crying.

I felt so helpless.
I hate seeing her like this.
I hate seeing her crying, because of me.

You'll never just how much I wanted to get up and hold her.

A few seconds later, she whiped her tears, took a deep breath, and started making her way towards me.
She pulled the chair closer to me and sat there.
She started crying again.
I desperatley wanted to hold her hand.
I tried to move, again, but failed.
I failed at moving any part of my body.

Could i possibly be.. paralized?
No, please no!
The thought of it made me cry.
Without realizing, a tear crept down my face.

*LULU:

I decided to be strong.
I whipped my tears of my face, took a deep breath and made my towards him.

I pulled the chair closer and sat down.
Just staring at him, i couldn't fight the tears anymore.

I drowned in my thoughts.

I heard a knock on the dor, i turned around to see the doctor followed y two nurses.

Doctor: Are you Lulu?
Lulu: Yes, Why?

He stared at the ground.

Lulu: 3sa ma shar? shfeeh Fahad?

I started crying.
The two nurses came closer to me.

Doctor: I don't know how to tell you this..
Lulu: Jus tell me!!!

I almost screamed.

Doctor: I'll just be straight forward with you..

He was silent for a couple of seconds which felt like hours to me.

Doctor: We are afraid Fahad might e paralyzed..

What? PARALYZED?!!!!

I was really hoping this was a dream.
A nightmare.
I was waiting for myself to wake up.

I took a look at Fahad.
I couldn't believe my eyes..

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Post 21

*LULU:

I don't feel like picking up the phone.
I actually don't feel like talking to anyone.
Before i realised it, they hung up.
And then called again.
Aahh let's get this over with!

Lulu:Aloo?
...: Are you lulu?
Lulu: Yes, who's asking?
...: Are you related to Fahad?

What?..

Lulu: Yes, Im his wife! Is everything Oki?
...: Ohh Oki. Can you please come to the hospital?
Lulu: Hospital? Whyyy?

I started crying.. Yaa rab mo ely b'baley..

...: I'm sorry to inform you that Fahad had had a car accident and its important for you to come please.

I was shoked. Numb.

Lulu: ...
...:  Fahad really needs you. Hurry please.

And they hung up.

Without hesitation, i called Shahad.

First ring.
Second ring.

Wayyy shahad yallaah!!!

Third ring.
Shahad: aloo?

Lulu: *sniff* Shahad Please ta3aley mreeney wadeeney el'hosp!
Shahad: shno? Laish? shfeech? 3sa ma shar?
Lulu:...
Shahad: Oki kaney yaya!

And she hung up.
I sat there, on the ground, crying my eyes out.
I hope he's fine.

In no time, Shahad called and told me she was waiting for me outside.
I, literally, ran out of the house and into Shahad's car.

She stared at me as if i was an alien.

Lulu: YALLAAH DRIVE!!!!
Shahad: Ambeh shfeech? tra khara3teeney..
Lulu: Fahad msawey 7adeth..

I couldn't help but cry..

Shahad was awkwardly silent while driving.

Lulu: Shahad 7adey khayfa 3laih! ballah feh shay? wayy yallaahh asraa3!!!!

Shahad: Enshallah ma feh ela el3afia..

That didn't make things better, I'm still worried.

When i got to the hospital, i bolted towards the emergency entrance.

Women: Can i help you?

Lulu: Yes, ive recieved a phone call telling me to come down here because my husband had had an accident.
Women: What's his name?
Lulu: Fahad, Fahad Al*****

Two nurses behin the desk looked at each other.
Lulu: What's wrong? Is he Oki?

Tears went streaming down my face.

Nurse: Follow me please.

Shahad: Lulu tabeeney aye m3ach?
Lulu: Laa 3adey im fine..

She walked and i walked behind her, as if asking her to hurry.

She suddenly turned to face and let out a sigh

Nurse: This is his room..
I wanted to go in but she stood in my way.

Nurse: First, you need to know that he's not in the bet condition.. Would you like to see him?
Lulu: YEAAHH OF COURSEE!
Nurse: I'll call the doctor, he needs to speak with you.

I ignored that last sentence and went inside to see him.
He looked so helpless.
I was standing in the corner with tears streaming down my cheeks.
I cannot take this anymore.

Just when i considered leaving the room, i heard a moan..

Without thinking, i broke down on the floor..

Thursday, April 12, 2012

post 20

*FAHAD:
I dropped my phone.
Shit.
Maley khelg ayeeba-,-
The road is pretty much empty so i reached out to get it.
I was reaching out to get it but i couln't find it.
I bent down and didn't realize i was speeding..

*LULU:
UFFFFF!
I guess Fahad doesn't care about me anymore!
I have a feeling that Fahad is cheating, but a voice in my head keeps yelling "STOP JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS!"
Am i really jumping to conclusions?
Yes, Lulu you are.
I mean, it will show with time, won't it?
I'm making a deal out of nothing, I just know it.
Fahad is MY husband and MY cousin!
He'd never do something like that!

My thoughts were interrupted by a phone call from an uknown number...


*KHALED:
The apartment is a mess. I need Groceries
Aahh Rose, i forgot:D

Khalid: Hey, Rosy I just came from Kuwait, can you please clean my apartment now?
Rosy: Hi, Mr. Khalid. Sure I'll be at your place at about 10 minutes
Khalid: thank you
Rosy: How's Mrs Anny
Khalid: we got divorced..
Rosy: sorry to hear that
Khalid: no problem, I'll leave my keys in the usual place
Rosy: oky, bye
Khlaid: bye

I took my car and went to grocery shopping. While I was walking a lady bumped into me, she was talking on her mobile, while i was bbming Abdullah

...: ahh, i'll call you back and she ended her call!
I looked up
...: umm, asfa ukhooy ma shiftik..

She was clearly embaressed.

khalid: la 3ady ikhty 7a9al ma 9ar shay:D
...: I've got to go. Bye
Hmm

Khalid: Uhh la7tha! are you knew here? wla mra sheftich mn gbl?
I said that with i smile.

...: Haahaa yeah i am. Its pretty hard to find your way around here. How do you do it?
Khalid: Haha Eeeh. Where do you wanna go? I'll help you:D
...:  Laa 3adey. Thanks anyways.

Khalid: I didnt get your name..

She laughed. Her smile is breathtaking.

...: Deena, Yours?

Khalid: Welcome to London, Deena. Im Khaled.
Deena: Thanks! Nice to meet you but i really have to go..
Khalid: Oki.. i guess ill see around then
Deena: Yepp..

She smiled, and walked away.
No Khalid. are you kidding me?
You just out of a relationship.
Take it slow brotha!